I Was Told There Would Be Donuts...

...A Fendi. See this...it's a fake.  So, I am watching a movie called "Her" starring Joaquin Phoenix and Scarlet Johanssen. (my all time girl crush) And it made me think of something. I'm watching a date scene between Joaquin and Olivia Wilde and as they are making out, she stops suddenly and asks: "your're not just going to fuck me and never call me again like the other guys are you?" He answers: "No. Absolutely not." She counters: "Cause, you know...I feel like this time in my life I can't afford to waste my time-when am I going to see you again?" With this, he obviously recoils. (duh, right?) She claims he is a creepy guy and walks away. I mean... This made me think a lot about baggage. The scene was brilliantly acted by both parties, and what it said out loud was ridiculously true to life. The dynamics between men and women in this day and age mirrors a lot of what it was like for me to be single. You crav...

...is bigger there. So, back from vacation. Arizona sun. Arizona heat. Arizona mountains. It's weird. You can literally change climates within 2 hours there. And we did. I won't bore you with highlights, I'll just say that we really did have a great time. There was so much to do, and even more to see. It was a needed break from reality. And, you know...there was the pressure cooker atmosphere from family: When are you moving here? The thought had occurred. But honestly, the dust...the heat...the traffic...the cray tempo of the big cities. I'm not entirely sure it's for me. Sure, no snow...no butt ass freezing temps, and practically zero pollen does appeal. But at the same time-it just doesn't behoove me to live where the air conditioner runs-every day. The elevation of the mountain cities wasn't kind to me either. I swelled like a damn balloon. Worse than Florida. Not sure what the deal is, but my body doesn't like other climates. It just ...

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...going to leave this right here.  You suck, brain.  XOXO,  The struggle is real-girl. 

...the double wide. (Or, How Langston Hughes was kinda stupid) Wow. It's almost been like...a month since I posted. Sorry, not sorry. I have been busy, and really...make no apologies about that because it's a damn sight better than the alternative which would be all kinds of time to think of shit and spend hours blogging. So yeah. Updates. No changes in weight...at least, not as of today. I haven't stopped anything, I am still on track-with maybe just a smidge less exercise. I said I have been busy, don't judge. I had my son home for three weekends in a row, which keeps me moving...I have been working quite a bit and recently the in laws landed back in town and wanted to spend a ridiculous amount of money fine dining us. It's what they do. Eating moderately healthy has been a chore, but we don't see them enough, so it was worth every piece of crispy fried chicken skin and filet mignon. I mean it when I say, I regret nothing. 🤷‍♀️ That sa...